Michelle's Journal

i think it will be ok
do you know what i mean when i say that when life goes smoothly, everything goes great and when it's bad every aspect in your life just falls apart all at once? my "problems" are, im sure, less significant than most...but i think no less justifed....
today-my life is good. no one day is perfect, but today was a good day. i just hate those days>>those days when all things go sour. you just want to curl up in the fetal position and try so hard to convince urself that it was just a "bad" day...just a bad day that will correct itself by the time you get up. i think that i can consider myself a happy person- finding myself very passionate about life and finding pleasure in the appreciation of the most simplest things in it.
yet when my world turns grey, i sometimes feel so overwhelmed that i feel the necesity to put on the guise of happiness. i acknowledge and respect feelings of saddness, anger and depression and when alone, i comfront them, but when surrounded by others i just cant...
---so today was a good day-it's over now. hopefully tomorrow will be the same. bad things happen in life..and that's ok... but if EverythinG goes wrong all at once...i'll fall back into the same behavioral pattern where my pillow is my only comfort.

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